Overzealous.
So, it’s been a while since I’ve actually written a post. And I feel like my mind is on overload, which is why I’m taking the time to do this. I’m overflowing with ideas on everything it seems. Mostly on how I can change the things in my life to make them more appealing or work better. From the way I styled my hair and makeup this morning to my contemplation of redesigning each room in my house, I just can’t stop thinking. I’m the type of person who loves change, I get tired of things quite easily. But, with each change, it has to get better. I cannot go backwards, only full speed ahead. I love challenge and turning my ideas into a reality.
Now, to start, I’ve decided to change the way I eat. And no, I’m not going to lie and say as of tomorrow I’m cutting junk foods or carbs all together, because really, that would just be too unrealistic of me. But I am going to begin by portioning my food, playing Dance Central every chance I get, cooking frequently and eating more organic foods.
Work, in a previous post I put up from a few months ago, I informed the people of tumblr (anyone who cares to view my stuff), that I had decided to take the chance and quit my job because, frankly, it sucked. Anywho, didn’t take long before I got bored and wanted to find something I could fulfill my life with, and got an awesome position as an Editorial Assistant. Now, I absolutely love my job and am thankful everyday to have it. Getting to the point, I’m slowly becoming a little stressed yet eager to take on whatever I can at work which has caused me to become ungrateful. I have begun acting like “I’m just so tired of everything”, when really, what I do isn’t hard compared to say, what the engineers are doing to manage the nuclear reactors in Japan right now. Every morning when I wake up for work, I’m going to remind myself that I am blessed.
Marriage, no, things did not change drastically once I got married, but it is still a work in progress, that’s just life. I can truly say that we are so in love and he is the yin to my yang, but dude, we definitely have our ups and downs, nonetheless. There are some things that I just cannot stand like, he plays video games, as much as what seems like is his second job and he likes to throw all of his clothes into one corner of the bedroom, yet there is a hamper not even 2 feet away. When he comes home he hangs his jacket at the end of the stairway instead of the coat closet. He doesn’t cover his face when he sneezes (only when I’m looking at him). He can never decide on what to eat when we plan to go out, etc… however, I love everything about him, even the things that annoy me. Because without flaws, he would not be perfect in my eyes. So, even when he does any of those things, now, I don’t get upset, I just laugh.
Home sweet home, I have this urge to decorate everything. Our first floor is pretty set in our house, but the 2nd floor is still kind of blah. And as I said, I love change. So, I’m on a mission to fix up and beautify our master and guest/ office rooms. I’ve been saving a ton of images from online and putting them in an “inspiration” folder on my desktop to gain some ideas. Now, by no means am I trying to spend a bunch of money to do this. I’m being as thrifty and nifty as possible with everything I do. Soon, I hope I can finally say, “Fin.”
Well, that was just my ramble of thoughts, til next time.
“Don’t ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive, and go do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive.” -Howard Thurman
